Thursday, July 28, 2011

Struggle tym from april till july and still struggling.

I have not updated this blog from past many months, just because was very busy with many things...
on 9th or 10th April went to mumbai, after leaving my job. My last working day was 31st march 2011.
But the gap between 1st april till the date i went to mumbai.... that time was very horrible for me.. because my mom sis n her kids already been to mumbai one month 26 of march 2011 n i was all alone.. had no work to do no one near me... being alone was so a mental torture for me... was feeling so suffocation from inside.. and i found d best answer in a mosque... I try to sit thr for long time, n it brought a great relax to my mind n heart.

Went to Mumbai:
With the hopes that my elder brother n me will work together to stand our own business... but it was very challenging for us.
We have to set up our office at bhayander in mumbai... for which renovation has to b done... And I spend my time there to renovate all with the labours and giving instructions to them... It took around 2 months for me to do several things there apart from office renovation.
At the same time I was worried for my surgery because I have to go Delhi and get my surgery complete... as doctors planted a Tissue Expander under my skin on shoulder.. Doctor has to do saline water fillings every week.. so that it can expand my skin.
I had word with Aquib on phone that I wanna come Delhi but can't bring mom along with me as she is not able to walk properly, and any of my sibling also can't come with me as they are into their own problems... and I also don't have guts to ask them to come along with me for my surgery... At last Aquib said come to Delhi I will be there with you in hospital..

Went to Delhi 19th may 2011:
I have no work to do here... Aquib planned with me already that when I will come to Delhi we will go to Mussourie for a trip with Aquib's mom dad and his younger brother. Been to Mussouri for four days and all the expenses were incurred by Aquib here as I was short of money this time and it was decided that I will give it back to him later.